I'm been living in 14 years in my life, but one thing that i can't go on is my timid and loniless that i always been. Since primary 5, i had mature and know what is love and those things. But only thing that i haven't mature was my loniless which is hiding behind the darkness and sensetivy too.
When i have time to play computer, i will start to check email for any my friends have been contacting with me. But none of them and i can't speak infront of my friends and i'm very shy. Lianting have her own friends and become more friendly unlike like me can't go on.
I am a selfish girl, wanting everything to come to me and not go after it. Then 2 years pass, I'm in Sec 1, is the starting of the new school. I still stuck with Lianting and always keep quiet. But Esther was the first friend that we make friends.
Later then, my loniless have gone and i becoming more mature. But friends starting to change slowly and started to hate them.
One year pass, I am in Sec 2. I am still stuck with Lianting and didn't what to do. Recess time, we only the one talking to each other but not other people but luckily few moths pass, Gwen and Huiqing join us and i was happy.
Everyday was the happy days but i wonder why we never call each other like other people. But it is okay for me ;D. And then the days goes by.
Written in true feeling.
